As he was my greatest challenge, he was consuming me to a point where my covenant with God was perturbed. But with all the shifting happening in my mind, the heart knows when to let it go and give them all to the Heavenly Father. I stop fighting and chasing a dream that will never be mine till eternity. That was a decade ago...Time has its fortitude. This was mine to shake it off the dust.
Many of us cling to some things that are never a part of ourselves. If they did, they would have come to pass. And even if they did happen in your timeline, there's no telling it could have worked. It's not worth risking but there was that moment in time that I was going to risk it all. But God intervened...
I will close with this: "To love and be loved is a beautiful thing. To know your purpose and fulfill it is a priceless thing. But to know God and be known and loved by Him is better than life itself. It is life---"eternal life." (John 17:3).