"Just A Simple Wish...Today"

When it comes to a simple wish, may be a "tease" to my heart's content reveals what these images concur. Beset with insomnia since college days, falling asleep to the sound of the rain even for three to four hours of sleep with you perking in my subconscious is always an element of wonder that never quite holds me to where I wish I had. However, a smile still lingers after such a thought.

This is a part of my soul that creeps in or lurks as shadows of endless quests and chases. I don't think it's formidable to think and feel this way. It just means that my awareness does not ask for its final residence at heart. Sometimes owning the truth that the human heart concedes to guilt pleasures like your untold/unspoken/forbidden thoughts help us rededicate & recommit ourselves to a better dream. Ironic though...that we choose to revere dreams that are untamed and by the time we realized its doom, we've let time passed us by. And what is left which could be fragments of your wild imagination could be wiped out or residues that could be restored to a loftier heart's desire that you deserve.

Don't take me for it. I guess, I'm still a "dreamer"-- chasing daylight..."

As Always;You take care and God Bless

"All You've Ever Wanted...Was My Heart"

"Lord, Help Me Stay True To You..."

When The Heart Speaks...You Better Pause & Listen & Seize The Moment!

It's 1:46pm Central Texas. Mind you, it's 71 degrees F. My body is cramming for "work out" in the park but piles of dirty dishes are waiting to be washed. I also wanted to go over boxes of old pictures and compile them where they belong and some of them just need to go. I don't have anymore issue discarding them.

However, my heart at this very moment is so secure in ushering me to write. Before, I couldn't just write when there seems to be so much clutter visible within my peripheral vision. But now I learned how to be more attentive and mindful of my heart's deeper inclination. 

It's funny as well as edgy that I have transformed the beauty of clutter not as a hindrance to fluidity in writing but to owning what your heart is saying amidst things to do. I believe that if I sojourned with what is pulling me away, I would have abandoned writing and have missed what may be called a divine moment. Thanks to my joining the 31-day writing challenge with Jeff Goins. That helped me reckon with my weakness to postponing things-- to holding up to my share of self-discipline & trustworthiness to my craft.

Sometimes the words that I use couldn't make up for the level of gratitude I have for God's grace in my life. There's no significant part of my past that can ever hold me hostage anymore especially those memories that need to be swept by the ocean's turbulent waves. They say that time heals every wound and I don't believe that anymore. That's a faulty quote or premise. Something is missing in it. Time doesn't even eases the pain; it only exacerbates as you go through life. But what it takes for you to be free from any kind of pain & suffering is simply to believe and have faith in God and allow Him to temper your heart with forgiveness and transform your mind to His will for your life. There is no greater prize than knowing that you can rest in His promises that He is with you always.  I am there now--free of guilt, condemnation, and suppositions.I have moved on forward. God be praised.

The message of the cross is the fulfillment of God's redemption for our sins. If we live our life slipping through our dreams of restless nights and unfulfilled days, then Christ's resurrection and the gift of eternal life has not served you & me & humanity. You don't want to waste a moment in your life anymore what you could have experienced, explored, and discovered about following Jesus as your personal Savior & Lord. It is an absolute adventure and a journey of victories and disappointments but the truth remains: He is the One who is the source of love, life & true essence of freedom.

Moments Carry the Momentum of the Past and  Fuel the Momentum for the Future~~Erwin Raphael Mcmanus

This moment is real. How I'm feeling is contingent to some moments in  my life that never run out of favor, a real blessing to my memory with a grateful heart. I wish I could thank people in person who had been instruments for me to experience the exhilaration of a life fully lived. My sincere thanks to those of you who takes the time from your busy schedule to read my blogs regularly. I hope to be more of service to what would commit your will to a meaningful life with Jesus.  I pray that God helps me be true to His absolute truth and not be swayed & tempted & compromised. 

However, for now I can't deliver my gratitude physically, but be expectant that my prayers to those who have gotten me here...wherever I am, there you are,also--in God's grace & covering! Don't let your troubles rob you of the joy of life.

Have A Very Blessed and Happy Sunday.

Thank you for reading and You take care Always.

"1 Corinthians 13: 4-7 "

 On Truest Love...


  

  It's the first day of the month of love--February. I would like to celebrate by reiterating love's purest essence. "Love is an act of the will and not just an emotion." Therefore, loving by faith is a life's decision. Being fickle has no place in the breath of true love. Its width is immeasurable. Commit to it and you'll experience marvelous miracle of God's love & compassion.

Let agape love and loving His ways begin Today...

Have a Blessed & Joyous First day of February, 2014

You Take care Always 

"Writing Offers HOPE"

What I Learned On This 31-Day Writing Challenge:

"Sometimes the universe conspires to lure you away from your sacred calling..."

Relieved--is my operative word as today is the last day for the 31-day writing challenge. It was tough, I'm not kidding. There were uneven nights when words didn't fill my head with creative words and worst, when my heart just ceased to grab the "muse" of my writing. Sometimes waiting doesn't cut it. My emotions, my stamina, my imagination and my will held me back. I almost quit this writing challenge whenever the difficulty of the craft freezes my train of thoughts without warnings. No wonder it's called a writing challenge because it challenges your perseverance, determination, and self control. And I'm so glad that I kept my eyes wide open--to "sacred" calling. I have learned to resist distractions in increments keeping my writing challenge in perspective.

"Writing is the gateway for truth..."

There is nothing more valuable in a writers' arsenal list than sheer honesty in their work. You can't be abstract in communicating your theme in your writing. I realized through reading and listening to wisdom of other writers that my platform, "On hope, faith & love" is too broad to conquer. Although all these three feed on one another because they're the cornerstones of living a positive life, still lacks to enlighten and enchant the reader/s, even to my taste. So, I'm deliberating on specifying my title blog that would ground  readers feel at home with my writing.

"Writing offers Hope..."

Beyond food and shelter, hope is what keeps us alive. Especially Today. I have had my own personal conflict going through this 31-day writing challenge. "I had my share with "burning the midnight candles" almost every night and believe me three hours of sleep is hard labor especially when you have to wake up at 5am to get ready for work. There were some errands and appointments I had to cancel just to prepare myself for inviting words to flow in my psyche. And frequently I feel betrayed by my own inconsistencies. 

However; in the depth of my gut, writing still brings out those sentiments I am most fond of: serendipity-- the unusual coincidences; having epiphanies; nostalgia and wondrous entrances of dazzling words to sentences unto paragraphs and before you know it, your thoughts unfolding...

"Writing...a life journey"

When some of us struggle for astonishing traffic, subscribers, viewers, visitors in your site, my heart only concedes to a soul that support my stance, what I believe in and will trust my instincts even when my intentions keep you guessing. 

Writing is a lonely endeavor. You want to be alone when you're crafting words. Everybody is sleeping while you're writing. The quieter your surrounding is, the louder your mind is communicating with you...The more you write, the more it hones your skills and liberate your creativity--hoping your writing is thoughtful enough to teach and inspire.

So in closing, joining the 31-day writing challenge was more than a precursor to engaging yourself to writing more passionately. I have gained new insights about considering to embrace the wisdom of opposing views not just views that affirms my perspective. Again, I have to thank God for guiding me through...

As always, thanks for reading and journeying with me for 31 days and many more. You

 Take Care Always.

"Lord, Please Keep Making Me"

I can't force myself writing tonight. Instead I'm posting another music video of one of my favorite Christian groups, Sidewalk Prophets. I'll make it up tomorrow night. Good night and you take care always.

"Let Them See You"

All I have tonight Is a Song...

I  Know I won't be able to produce 500 words nor even half of it that is required for the writing challenge. But I won't skip and give myself an excuse for not sharing anything.
I've heard this song through K-Love radio station and it just so moving--it makes you feel how each one of us wants to demonstrate that sense of longing for God's touch.  

Tonight I was watching Frances & friends at TBN and their topic being forgiveness. The panel has resonated to the truth that we are all able to forgive no matter how people have broken your heart many times. If you're walking in the forgiveness of the Lord and letting God deal with your pain & hurt, then you can let go of your suffering and whatever is tearing you down...That's when your faith is tested. Let God take his vengeance for you...
 I wanted to elucidate further but with me I don't really have anybody to forgive. It's more on forgiving myself for the choices and decisions I've made. And how I let the unforgiveness took residence in my heart & mind.
First of all, before you take a course of action you know that deep within it boils down to owning accountability. Your own conscience will tell you if you're right or wrong. We all have that, built in us. We just ignore it for our own selfish reasons. Be mindful though that there are repercussions to choosing the wrong path. But what is life without shifting to solid ground to sinking sand and in the end of that journey, you're still a nomad, a wanderer, a dreamer of lost hopes.

For sure, everyone of us has carried guilt in varying degrees and never let go. So what happens...you keep on adding layers to the wound. Never learned your lesson after all these years.

Good Night and thanks for reading. You take care always.