Life & Death Are In The Power Of Your Vote...

Blogging is a platform for me where I share my thoughts conservatively. Oftentimes, that didn't click with my readers because I wasn't quite forthcoming and not bold enough to share the real issues. As a writer in my own right, it is very important to me that I make a connection with my readers, otherwise, my writing; the words I put unto the page is just a form of discourse which is void of depth and purpose. If that's the case, I am guilty of having presumptuous pride in having such a given gift...

Where am I going with this perception? I know that I have been slacking off with writing consistently. Sometimes, I think I make a bundle of excuses for not doing so and have mastered it through the years. Having said that, not writing even when you don't feel like it, is not a mark of a writer. You call yourself a writer when you still write even when experiencing writer's block. Just write why you have to--that makes sense.

So... Today, my muse to writing is the upcoming election here in the U.S. I already cast my vote. This time, I was armed with the knowledge of which platform of the presidential candidate is Biblical based. So glad that our church has posted the platforms of both parties.

Are you aware that your vote will be judged before the Lord and be accounted for whether you voted secularly or biblically? Please don't call or profess yourself a Christian or a Godly believer if you voted for a party that advocates abortion, you know that's murder on all counts. What about redefining marriage? Are we that oblivious over what God says about a marriage between a man and a woman? Do we really hate God that much that everything that is of this world is transformed to nullifying what God says about that? Think about our first Constitutional amendment! Once you voted for the wrong presidential candidate, you can say goodbye to your right to worship, to the God that created us all...These are my three main concerns; the sanctity of marriage between a man and a woman; the rights of the unborn and our first constitutional amendment not to be curtailed and dictated. Once these three truths are securely in place, all the other issues will follow through. I have never been so intentional and purposeful in what to share till now. I believe that if we all exercise the right to vote and choose wisely, America, being the most powerful and prosperous country in the world will remain like what it is now. And I know that with steadfast prayers, obedience to the Word of God, humility not greed, a heart of gratitude for all the blessings that God has continually blessed this country, God's grace will have the final pursuit...on Tuesday! Another thing to remember that America is great because of our affinity with Israel. That's one of the caveats to our country's flourishing...Whoever shows support to Israel as a nation will be noteworthy in the eyes of God...

"God Bless America... the land of the free!

2 Chronicles 7:14 (KJV)

If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.

Hello October...!

 

October is Here...

I woke up this morning with a fervent sense of purpose--to finally see my life as not my very own life. When you live for Christ you crucify your fleshly desires; you abandon the things that are worldly and even cut your ties to people that are unequally yoked with your faith. And that you're never alone. You have the Lord fighting for your battles behind the scenes. You may not see it coming to pass at the rate or speed you want it done but God is before you and "who can be against you."

The best nugget of wisdom that really permeated my soul today is one quote I read in my mailbox (which I periodically get) which says, "some of the most powerful moments in life happen when you find the courage to let go of what can't be changed. Because when you are no longer able to change a situation, you are challenged to change yourself--to grow beyond the unchangeable. And that changes everything." 

You seek God in your solitude, in your prayer, even when your tears are the only thing left as the expression of your desperation and hopelessness. "God is our refuge and strength, our ever-present help in trouble." I hope and pray including myself that we dig and truly understand the finished work of Jesus Christ at Calvary Cross. He bore all of our iniquities, sicknesses, illnesses, infirmities, and viruses be it physical or spiritual. The only thing we need to do is believe, have faith, and " be not transformed to this world: But be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God."

"And we walk by faith and not by sight..."

It is Fall...Is It?

 

Am I so ever glad, it's here! I'm beginning to get inspired and mused with high volumes of what is to come. 

With the passing of my two beloved dogs (Cocoa of Aug./2019 & Tootsie of Aug./2020), my heart still longs that they're still here with me. It is a very sweet sentiment to have known that when they were still alive, their greatest joy is to serve you as their most loyal and loving non-verbal companion and a security guard dog. Certainly and obviously, they surpassed their dog given duties to you. And you are left with their loving memories etched forever in your soul.

I began my journey to walk alone in the parks recently where I and my dogs used to go to. My right hand is now free of holding their dogs' leash and I just content myself watching others "dog mommies, dog daddies, and dog owners"  gleefully walking their dogs. And I will be happy hearing my neighbors' dogs barking for they remind me of a part of Cocoa & Tootsie.  For now, that's just the way it is. One day, I will adopt two dogs again when the right time comes--whatever that time brings me.

You must be all fully aware by now that I love the Fall season. I can only tell you that Fall gives me a strong sense of clarity and calm in my nightly sunset stroll and hone my "being in the moment" skill unrestricted, unfeigned...

God Bless

Happy Fall You All!

"Over The Rainbow..."

Eva Cassidy's music is timeless. Her unique interpretation of every lyric of a song is soul searching and breathtaking. In short, when she sings, all your senses are in one accord, in one heartstring. I don't consider her genre of music to be secular that's why I listen to them...She may be gone but her essence in the music industry continues to be evolving. 
It's a joy to know that she never compromised her originality even it meant no record deal. However, somebody took notice of her beautiful voice and eventually released her album, and was a success. And it's just ironic that her songs became more popular after she was gone...
I loved her voice, the only singing voice I would revere. To me, no other singer can get close to her gift.

"September Is Here...!

I feel a limp in my body. I feel some kind of numbness, a gaping hole to my heart. I know the pain and the sorrow that losing a beloved dog bring will eventually dissipate and I may want to adopt a dog again. But for now, I need to give myself time to grieve and not try to come up with substitutes to self-denial. I'm not going to subject myself to that. If I feel like crying, I will cry. If I feel like snapping at someone with some kind of provocation, I will not render an apology because I'm hurting inside. And I know those who know me will understand and will just continue to pray for me.

September, a month that will pave the way to the grand entrance of the Fall season. It is a sweet precursor to beautiful things we look forward to in the Fall. After a long, dreary, hot/dry Summer season, we now are more than prepared to celebrate its benefits. Harvest...

Looking forward to it!

Tootsie, You're FOREVER In My HEART..

Today, August 29, 2020, I put you to your eternal rest @ 9:45 this morning. It was harder for me to let you go than when I had to do the same thing with Cocoa last year. Probably because you have shown me the real meaning of resilience, mindfulness, and living in the moment. You carried your lumps/bumps for three years as if they were naturally part of you. You've never whimpered in pain even when they're aggressively growing in your body. It's common knowledge that these tumors should be taking its toll on your energy but they never seemed to bother you. I would have had them surgically removed but weighing all the inevitable high risks that come during and after the surgery made me decide not to go through with it. You were so brave and unaffected of what is going on in your body. You continued to be a real trooper and a very good dog. I see your eyes full of life until last night. You didn't touch your food all day even when I made you your favorite food which is grilled pot roast. You threw up seven times even with the water that you keep drinking constantly. Then, you started walking sideways and falling and your eyes squinting. These all happened unexpectedly without warnings. They're I considered the"all of a sudden" turn of events. So I decided to sleep with you downstairs to monitor your symptoms. Thank God that you slept through the night. And I was overwhelmed and did not sleep at all and thinking is it, time Lord, to put her down? Deep in my heart, I got my answer without a doubt. I've been here before with Cocoa and I will never let Tootsie suffer another day. 
Driving to the vet hospital this morning was like hitting every crossroad with bumps and rocks in the way. I wanted to weep and cry right there and then but I can't. I didn't want Tootsie to gravitate on how sad I was within. Oh, it was beyond my capacity to accept this clearly. However, my eldest son was with me for emotional support. Even in Tootsie's last moment, she managed to look up to me one more time then drew her last breath. Holding her in my arms, all I could think of is that how am I going to walk without her by my side. She lived for 14 human years just like Cocoa. They said that's considered a very long time for a dog to live. Maybe but just to appease your mind but I just wished I knew why they couldn't live long as we do. 
I'm thankful Lord that you have blessed me with the great love of my dogs. That you have prepared my heart somehow to deal with the pain & sorrow of losing both of them a year after the other. I'm kind of numb and it's not sinking in yet but when I do, please give me the grace that abounds.

I love you Tootsie and you will forever be in my heart...

"A Year After You Were Gone..."

 Only those who have loved their dogs the way I did to my Cocoa could truly understand that even after a year of their passing, you still grieve and shed a tear that carries the weight of how much you missed your dog.
In my case, that is my testimony.
 I walked today to our favorite park. You were half a dog- half human best friend to me for 14 years. You have learned how to connect with my emotions and have inspired me to be a better person especially in the department of loving fully...
If dog heaven were true, and I get to see a flash of your life running vigorously and healthy with a multitude of lively dogs, then that would be worth thinking in the deep recesses of my mind. And in my heart, you will always be my chocolate Labrador, the one that helped me get through the annoyances and perplexities of everyday living.
Walking has always been cathartic...It puts a spring into our steps and nothing else matters when we do. People that see us notice that we're there not to occupy space but to tread down the essence of walking the beauty of life itself... The trees that surround the tracks, the pavement, the concrete, the grass, and even the flip- flops and the sound of runners' footwears have meaning into our walks...
I love you.